ROAD TO CHANGE...

Your logic says, “I don’t hear, I don’t see and that’s why I don’t believe”

My heart says “I believe and that’s how I hear and see each moment that is about to leave”

You are defensive, you are doubtful...

Accept that your soul lies within me and that’s why you feel the pull !!!

You say you exist separate, I ask how?

For I find myself in thou !!!

Your fears are what hold’s you back,

Leave your inhibitions and then see the magic work !!!

Who are you trying to deceive?

For my heart shall never believe in your pretentions,

I can see through your soul and all your intentions !!!

You are the stone that created ripples in my heart’s lake,

There is definitely an unknown force that binds us,

For even you know it’s not fake !!!

No mortal has ever escaped the abode where he is meant to land,

Have you ever been able to hold sand ?

Fight not with your destiny,

Let not past hover you,

For the “the road to change” you have taken, shall lead you honey!!!

TEN NINETEEN OUT OF TWENTY SIX

I heard you whisper and got up in the morning, looked around to find you nowhere in the surrounding...

I felt you were near me, and as I opened my eyes there was nothing to see...

I felt you touched me and when I turned to hug you around, there was no one in my arms to surround...

I looked into the mirror to find myself blushing, feeling you just teased me, but then there was no one not even a bee...

Weird was your sense of presence touching me every now and then, as if some mighty miracle has descended from the heaven...

Perplexed by the sense of your presence I gave it a thought,

I found something, you know what?

A seed of hope in my wounded heart with a delicate seedling of miracle, glowing to its glory and telling me...

Not all feelings have explanations,

Not all love has form,

It’s divine and eternal and it’s where the love comes from...

Do not question yourself in love, there is always certain madness in love,

You can never reach love’s conclusion sans this illusion...

Believe that it’s only in the experience of the formless where lays the power to attract the form,

For his soul resides within you and that’s where he comes from...

CUCKOO

The fire that you have set in my heart shall burn you as well,

For I melted in the deception of your love, you too shall melt in the absence of my love...

The wheel of fortune shall turn one day,

I shall get back all that I have given,

You too shall get back all that you have given...

You too shall pine for true love one day,

And I shall be somewhere, happy and gay...

You will search for me everywhere,

But find me nowhere...

You were the cuckoo in my life, laid love in my nest,

I thought we would nurture it together,

You flew away,

The love didn't hatch either...

TRANSFORMATORY TRANSIT

Tides of questions breaking at the shore of my heart, driving away the sand of hope,

I lose balance, I fall down, still gather strength to stand up and ask yet another question...

And then came another tide, broke at the shore of my heart, I ready to fall again,

Suddenly brought back the sand of hope, I stand astonished, puzzled, yet mesmerized by the miracle...

Life that seemed so painful turned into a beautiful reality,

The hollowness the emptiness turned into a state of contentment,

I wonder whether it’s a new found person intrinsic or extrinsic to self,

I dare not ask a single question, for I am enjoying this new found happiness...

Oh my past is such a possessive lover that it doesn't want me to hug the future,

And my future is such a liberating lover that it made me forget all the past,

Oh I am sinking deeper into the mysteries of this TRANSFORMATORY TRANSIT.....from PAST to FUTURE.

KILIG

each time someone left , i realized it was not you....
you were the intention behind everything that i did....
i received everything except you....
and now that the sense of your presence touches me...
i can sense you beyond, playing hide and seek....
this time i have a clearer perception, for i'll not let you disappear....
look i have already started glowing and shining in the magic of your love.