VOID

Part of everyone’s happiness, away from mine

Amidst fog waiting for sunshine

Every passing time brings cloud of change

Moments of regret have no exchange

Thoughts tend to meander and fear makes total surrender

What keep things going, I wonder...

In parts I search for my scattered self

Should I seek for help?

What I seek is not what seeks me

Make me void of desire, it’s a humble plea

The divine is too difficult to comprehend

Give me the wisdom to mark the end...

Singing song to a tune that does not fit
Accepting potential misfit
Accused n not able to explain
Who am I suppose to blame?
I am a prisoner of my heart and guilty by mind
Winning one day at a time, no rewind...