I HATE YOU

I don’t think you made my life better but definitely you didn’t worsen it either.  You were never present, but you never let me feel your absence either. With you it’s a love hate paradox.  

I hate you for not doing things my way, but the outcome is beautiful when things are your way...

I hate your uncertainty but then the most certain things in life have ditched...

You didn’t give me what I wanted, but you also didn’t give me what I didn’t want...

You torture, you play mind games, and you irritate and then strangely leave a deep desire sinking within me to spend every irritating minute with you...

I have no right to stop you from going, but I can at least say please don’t leave

No just leave, I hate you...

I don’t want you... 

wait I mean..... I badly need u...